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smitten [22 of 11] [ mood | pleased ] [ music | moms funny old country cd's ] my little Parsnip baby wanting to be a farm girl with overall dress & lemonade so much & doctor found lots of peculiar things of my stomach,rivers of bile and little volcano holes oooh read (13) post

[17 of 11] [ music | broadcast ] various picture & various times pregnant with pig names & pig momma worry i have only two names,i need help for names! (parsnip or piper) read (18) post

[14 of 10] [ mood | nap forever ] [ music | mary katterinns mixtape of magic! ] two new button quail! buttercup & hazel, and a tulip dress that shows your panties when you bend down oh please fall please please hurry up and let me wear coats and kiss pumpkins i am making a book now! thats all i can say! i can't show you yet because it's top secret i also found a trash rug that will make my room the complete flower garden read (9) post

i got this bluebird in the mail [10 of 09] [ mood | glowy ] [ music | MISOPHONE ] read (9) post

CAR MISSions [25 of 08] CAR MISSions Originally uploaded by catpillow eex posted on flickr,doing that silly art-for money business fancy pants. I am kicking myself for asking,but I guess the time had to come eventually HUH. read (5) post

[20 of 07] listening to Interpol so much time later drags me down somewhere strange read (2) post

[11 of 07] bluebird died,he liked to drink from glasses so i left them,one was too shallow and he fell in and drowned i buried him with his favorite plastic grasshopper he carried around,and in my favorite hanky i think of getting a parrot, i wonder how this makes me feel? why does it feel so bad to replace something you loved,hoping to love it with the same and back? keep tucking my head in everytime,all of these lost loves and new pennies,is it still a true feeling when you do that? i wouldent know yet,but i see it with others and i cringe,i feel bad that one heart is clouded and the other thinks its pure maple syrup? mom says you use them as distractions and then love,is that really fair though read (1) post

[01 of 07] [ mood | lemonly ] [ music | cat food ] I caught myself getting into fashion again,lace and funny fur collars and flowery wigs and lipstick i like bones and dirt and pit hair too gainesville for three weeks on sunday i don't really know anyone there,maybe I'll walk around and meet some cats and bats and ducks and mucks i want to make bed forts for everyone i meet with little paper moons and stars i think everyone should have that read (5) post

goodnight bowl of mush [21 of 06] read (1) post

worms in these cabbage [18 of 06] [ mood | moon pull tide ] [ music | faure les berceaux ] when i am so tired or so sad,i like putting little clips and bits of sounds and name it after the incident,todays was post office blues stuck my last feather in your box and trotted off i still love you,and you even if you weren't wearing the necklace i made,, read (2) post

[10 of 06] [ mood | lovey ] [ music | hank n lily ] (i thought you might like that humpty dumpty girl ) first thing you need to do is smash these strawberries read (1) post

new chicken momma [08 of 06] [ mood | careful, ] [ music | cloudbusting ] " fold my clothes!!" "no!" dumpster chair pippi hatched new babies & i am letting other peoples lost love tear me apart i made up the best storytale last night though maple serrups i am in love with everyone read (15) post

[07 of 06] [ mood | calm ] i love it when my menstruation cycle starts on a full moon read (2) post

my lovely woman child [05 of 06] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | roy orbison ] (feeeed me!! ) hey look i am on this german site http://schreibman.20six.de/schreibman/art/571324/Cat-Pee read (1) post

[03 of 06] [ mood | ouch ] sour in the esophagus read (0) post

i want to be everyones mechanic [02 of 06] [ mood | sympathetic ] [ music | the smiths ]     read (9) post

[30 of 05] today i'm wearing jean shorts and a green tank top i dont know why this is disturbing me so much i let my bluebird go,i keep waking up at night thinking i hear him,caught or hurt read (0) post

[28 of 05] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | goldfrappuchino ] my sensory issues are getting so much worse,salty lips and summer -butts on chairs read (4) post

storytelling [15 of 05] [ mood | menstruating ] [ music | the death of veronique ] I am writing a story,I think I will post it in tidbits here maybe.I am drawing and painting for it too.It's very silly.And I don't use any of the correct writing skills.I switch tenses and narrarators and my grammar is atrocious and I get my vocabulary mixed up.My paragraphs don't flow at all. Also,I  am tired of adjectives.Yes,like the 'tiny pebble' or  'clear glass'. from now on everything has synesthesia and little twitchy eyeballs (oh i used an adjective there! forgive me) I also don't like dialogue.Why do i have to tell them who's speaking and how? They decided to read it,they should figure it out.What good is a story if all you do is read the words and not use your head? I know I get bored reading 'she bellowed 'he grumbled',it feels like I'm writing some schmucky preteen novel it's discouraging and gross. I'm nursing two baby blue jays back to life,when I come to feed (with my hands,no less,spoiled dumplins') they stick their wings out and flap.its adorable! read (4) post

[06 of 05] [ music | tom waits ] i need to stop hiding,really really really read (2) post

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